No1 Knows
My heart reaced
I had been waiting
for what seemed like an eternity
I was waiting for
the most hurtful thing you've said to me
I opened the message
3 words on the screen
LEAVE ME ALONE
my heart stopped
I read it again
LEAVE ME ALONE
My eyes filled with tears
You did it again
You've managed to hurt me without saying a word
LEAVE ME ALONE
is all i think
My eyes flash from sadness to anger
My hands work fast
delete
it was gone
delete
now your gone
click so is myspace
Ring Ring
goes the phone
hot tears are pouring down my eyes
No1 but me knows
I tell her to look
she sees
and feels the pain I felt for so long
hot tears keep running down my face
she doesnt know
No1 does
No1 knows
how much I cared for him
so long I've tried to be perfect
for him
for my mom
and for my friends
for so long
I tried to play this game with him
and look where it has left me
I bury myself in my school work
and look at where it has gotten me
tired
sick of this game
and quiting
I'm done trying to make it work
why do I have to be the strong 1
why cant I shed a few tears
No1 knows
cuz every1s heartbreak is different
some have no control
I did
but i refused
cuz i started playing the game
I am the reason Im crying
I am the reason and every1 knows
